Feeling that tired feeling again.  Although I think its more weather related.
When it gets kinda cold and cloudy and rainy then I get kinda sleepy and grumpy.

I tell you today was a real grumpy day for me.  My two oldest kids were just pushing every single limit I had all day today.
Is it impossible for these kids to do what they are told???  I cannot remember being as stubborn as them when I was their age.  I remember myself being much more well behaved and calm.  They must take after their father.

A. spent most of the day with Granny today.  She had so much fun with her, while Granny mowed the lawn A went around the yard and picked flowers for "seeds" that she could grow here at home, along with carrots and raspberries.  She then decided that today she was mad at me.  Why?  Because I threatened to throw away her Precious Binkies!  Oh man hot button issue with her!  She is OBSESSED with those things!  So much so that she steals them from C and hides them!  Then of course C cries because she doesn't have her Binkie.

I need to get rid of these damned things!

Tonight will be an early bedtime for all, DH and I want some ALONE time.  Might watch a movie but frankly I'm hoping both of us can finally stay awake for more than that!

Being a Mom of four girls and a wife is exhausting...there just doesn't seem to be enough time for sex...

Tired, that is what I am.
I'm always feeling tired.  Tired of dishes, tired of laundry, tired of the endless stream of whining and fighting coming from my children..
But you know what makes me the most tired?  Knowing that at age 30 I am a mother of four girls under age 10.  Why does this make me tired?  Because in a few short years I'll have a teenage daughter...and then another, and another and another!
I was a teen daughter once, I know how bad they can be.  And I'm going to go through it x4!

Yep, I'm one tired momma...
But I will endure, because that is what we are built to do, us Mommaz, we're built to endure.

I didn't start this blog to whine about my kids or complain that I have no time and get no sleep...okay maybe I did just a little bit.
But in all seriousness, I wanted a place to go to type out what is in my head when I can't sleep.  A place to put it all down on paper (virtual) and just look at it all from another perspective.

I know some will shake their heads and think "Oh boy another Mother bitching about her crazy life." Yes, thats it exactly.
I am not here to impress anyone...sorry for the reality check.
I just want to say a few things once in a while and maybe someone will hear me and come out and say "I hear you!  I feel you!  I care!"  or "Damn you must be tired!"  :)

Anyways...it's almost 2am and I have to be up at 7am to get two of the four ready for school, and feed and dress the other two.

Lets see how much coffee it will take to get this Tired Momma moving tomorrow (today?)